All About Feelings

Almost 8 months have passed since the last time I saw Scott in person, I can see clearly how I have changed emotionally, I have been more stressed, I cry because everything, all mornings I feel like my heart is going to pop out of my body, I just miss Scott so much, almost feels like my body recognize each following day. Sometimes I feel like I need a professional to help deal with my emotions, I wonder if this is normal.

I am now trying to understand how much money I need to do the decoration in my wedding, since Scott isn't in California, it's hard to find a place that would do that for cheap, I have tried some websites about it and I can't find anything cheap, I am actually going to do the decoration bymyself, and I am looking for a place to rent white chair covers and white table covers, but I can't find anything affordable, does anyone willing to help me with that? pleaseeee!!!!

Next month I am going to buy the fabric to do the "overlays", I will buy that over here and bring them with me to USA.

I got some help with the wedding invitations, a couple good friends of mine, they are going to give me the invitations (the inside part) and I am going to make the outside part (like the envelope), they are going to help me do the invitations so I can send to Scott, since the outside part takes so many time to make I will start making them by next month, and when we get the visa I will mail to Scott all the invitations so he can send to all the guests. Just to let you know, the invitations are BEAUTIFUL! Thanks to Igor and Paulinha :)

I still have no idea what I am going to do for food at the reception, so please, help me with ideas.

So, I am gonna work on those things in the next 30 or 40 days.

Next month I will be a bridesmaid, my friend Ana Paula Pereira (Paulinha Bubbles) is getting married to my also friend Igor Quiroz, its going to be a great event, they are so cool, they totally deserve be happy for all the eternity, I like to talk to her and see how excited she is about everything, she designed her own wedding dress, isn't that cool? she is awesome. This weekend we are having a "lingerie party" for her, its going to be so fun, I can't wait.

That's all for now, I will be back soon with news, maybe I will be back with the best new I could write here, that we finally got the petition for the fiancee visa approved, pray for us.

Love,

Juliana Pereira

Wedding Date Delayed!

Like a lot of people know, we were suppose to get married by January 22nd 2011, but a lot of you also know we depend on the visa process, and since we have no news about the visa process, Scott and I have decided change the date to March 12nd 2011, so we can save more money and have more time to plan everything, let's hope we do get the visa by that time.


And the Countdown at this time Counted"up": 80 days do 130days.


We are signing with the Photographer for the wedding this week, we already contacted him with the wedding date change, so he can change the contract and we can finally sigh.


With 5 more months here, and I decided look for a job, and I got one faster than I thought, I am now a bilingual receptionist at a company pretty close to my house, work Monday through Friday, 8:30am to 5:30pm, and good money (the best part of course).


No news about the visa process, seems like stopped and it isn't going anywhere, it kinda of makes me really mad that we can not do anything, SO we keep waiting.

Another month has gone, I'm still all alone
How could this be? You're not here with me
You never said good-bye, someone tell me why
Did you have to go, and leave my world so cold?

- Michael Jackson


Juliana